 Sensorimotor OCD: Understanding and Finding ReliefIntroduction: What Is Sensorimotor OCD?
Most people don’t spend much time thinking about their breathing, blinking, or swallowing. These automatic bodily functions usually happen in the background, unnoticed. But for some, these sensations become impossible to ignore. If you find yourself constantly aware of your breathing, heartbeat, or other bodily processes—and this awareness causes you distress—you may be experiencing a lesser-known form of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) called Sensorimotor OCD. Sensorimotor OCD is a condition where people become intensely focused on normal, involuntary bodily sensations. This hyperawareness can lead to anxiety, frustration, and a cycle of thoughts and behaviors that are hard to break. If this sounds familiar, know that you’re not alone—and that effective help is available. What Does Sensorimotor OCD Feel Like? Sensorimotor OCD (sometimes called somatic or hyperawareness OCD) is different from the more commonly known types of OCD, like Contamination OCD or Scrupulosity OCD. Instead, the focus is on the body’s automatic functions. People with Sensorimotor OCD might become preoccupied with: Breathing (e.g., worrying about how you breathe or feeling you have to control it) Swallowing of salivating (e.g., feeling every swallow, worrying about swallowing “correctly”) Blinking (e.g., noticing every blink, feeling it’s abnormal, how often one is blinking) Heartbeat or pulse (e.g., constantly feeling or checking your pulse, noticing heartbeat at night when trying to sleep) The position or movement of your tongue Bladder or bowel pressure Eye contact (e.g., awareness of eye contact itself, paying attention to which eye one is looking at when interacting with another person) Visual distractions (e.g., floaters, eye movements) The problem isn’t the sensation itself—it’s the anxiety and intrusive thoughts that come with being unable to “turn off” your awareness of it ("obsessing about obsessing"). You might worry that you’ll never stop noticing it, that something is wrong, or that you’ll lose control of the function. Why Does This Happen? Sensorimotor OCD creates a vicious cycle. The more you notice a sensation, the more anxious you feel. That anxiety makes the sensation even more noticeable, which leads to more worry and more focus. Trying to stop thinking about it often makes it worse. This cycle can be exhausting and can interfere with your ability to concentrate, relax, or enjoy life. Common Obsessions and Compulsions Obsessions are the unwanted, intrusive thoughts or worries about bodily sensations, such as: “What if I forget to breathe?” “What if I can’t swallow?” “What if my heartbeat isn’t normal?” “Why can’t I stop noticing my blinking?” Compulsions are the actions or mental rituals you do to try to relieve the anxiety, such as: Checking or controlling your breathing or swallowing Counting breaths or heartbeats Seeking reassurance from others or online Avoiding situations that make the sensation more noticeable Mentally rehearsing or monitoring the sensation Distraction away from the fixation These behaviors in the short-term (and therefore are highly reinforced), but they usually make the cycle stronger in the long run. How Is Sensorimotor OCD Different from Other Conditions? Sensorimotor OCD is not the same as health anxiety, where the worry is about having a disease. It’s also different from general anxiety which is intense or frequent worry about catastrophic outcomes related to things such as finances, safety, and work. In Sensorimotor OCD, the main focus is about the process itself—how you breathe, swallow, or blink—not about being sick. The typical feared outcome is about not being able to stop focusing on these processes. How Can Sensorimotor OCD Be Treated? The good news is that Sensorimotor OCD is treatable. The most effective therapies include: Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP) ERP is a type of cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) that helps you gradually face your fears and reduce compulsive behaviors. For Sensorimotor OCD, this might mean intentionally focusing on the sensation (like breathing) without trying to control it, and learning to let the anxiety pass without doing a compulsion (e.g., distraction). Imaginal exposures to feared outcomes (e.g., getting stuck focusing on the process) may be employed as well. Mindfulness and Acceptance Mindfulness teaches you to notice sensations without judgment or the urge to change them. Over time, this helps you accept that these sensations are normal and not dangerous, and they can fade into the background. Support and Education Learning about Sensorimotor OCD and connecting with others who understand can be incredibly helpful. Support groups, educational resources, and compassionate therapy can make a big difference. What Can I Do If I Think I Have Sensorimotor OCD? If you recognize yourself in these descriptions, know that you’re not alone and that help is available. Sensorimotor OCD can feel isolating, but with the right support and treatment, you can learn to manage your symptoms and reclaim your life. Steps you can take:
Conclusion Sensorimotor OCD can be a challenging and confusing experience, but it is treatable. With the right approach, you can learn to let go of the constant focus on bodily sensations and find relief from anxiety. Our practice specializes in helping people with Sensorimotor OCD and other forms of OCD. If you’re ready to take the next step, contact us today to learn more or schedule a consultation. If you are interested in treatment for Sensorimotor OCD at OakHeart, call OakHeart at 630-570-0050 or 779-201-6440 or email us at [email protected]. We have counselors, psychologists, and social workers available to help you at one of our locations in North Aurora, IL, Sycamore, IL, and/or via Telehealth Online Therapy Services serving Kane County, DeKalb County, Dupage County, and beyond. |
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